Friday, February 18, 2011

broken record...

i feel like we don't even get time to celebrate good news before bad news comes along to wipe out the memory of the good news.  i had an ultrasound done wednesday and it looked good although i have a ovarian cyst which i was told is pretty normal, they'll just keep an eye on it.  i was put at about 6 weeks because of my cycle schedule instead of 7 weeks that it would've been by generic dating calculations... 

anyway... i just got done sending a super long email to a friend about our previous miscarriages and how we've found healing and told her we are pregnant again and hopeful this time, and then i went to the bathroom and found i had started to bleed some.  i called my midwife and she told me to monitor it over the weekend and if it gets heavy, to call monday.  i feel like throwing up.  am i brave enough to try again if this fails?  ...waiting again.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

Hi guys! Lief and I have been thinking about and praying for you. We follow your blog and love hearing about what's going on in Scotland. Your pictures on the site are great :) It's good to see your smiling faces!

Praying for perseverance, healing, grace, and mercy.

Miss you,

Emily and Lief