my doctor in scotland told me about a month ago to take a pregnancy test a week after my miscarriage was "complete". so i took it yesterday. the test came back positive still. according to the test i am still pregnant.
strange to want or need it to actually be negative... that's a first for me. sad to see "pregnant" but know it's just the last traces of my pregnancy, our child.
i think my hormones must be still adjusting and i read somewhere that part of the pregnancy could still be in there and won't come out till i get my "cycle". pleasant huh... sorry. this is my life. strange to be processing christmas through all this. i'm curious to see what god will do with all this mess.
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